I can't even explain what an amazing and lucid thought process I had on my drive home this morning. It felt fantastic...I was so excited to get home and get it all down, and I was scared I'd be too tired actually do it once I got home. Of course, that's exactly what has happened. I hope I don't lose it all to sleep....
I've been awake for 33 hours consecutively.... but I feel like I've detoxed my brain from it's muddled chemistry. I also am having some SLIGHT auditory hallucinations. And lost some basic verbal skills during the last half hour of my shift...which is probably why they sent me home an hour early (thank you!)
Topics:
Real world vs. "our world"
The demographically differentiated angst of youth (noticed this last night)
Emotions and fear
Subtleties of snobbery (real life example from work)
Why we should never say no to anything (sort of)
Humorous motivations to finish school
Dichotomy of personality (ongoing)
Existential breakthroughs (mock if you want, I really don't care)
The madness of genius
Rooftops
This is why I liked my private blog...I could really slam it all out. But if anything, it's good for me to learn how to tailor my thoughts to an audience and a point. My ramblings written down are no more useful on "paper" than in my mind. I always have a larger point in my head, but when I'm not forced to filter it it all becomes useless. There's so much more beauty in a clearly presented argument than a shamble of conclusions.
Ugh part of me really wants to stay up another few hours and write...but that seems like a terrible decision that has little to offer in benefits.
P.S. Let's all go to Hell in a fast car and keep it hot!
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